Some days I would like to hide from the world. The one where I am constantly reminded that I need to fit into a box that I am too fat to fit in. The one where I should count my calories like a good fatty and lose weight so men will want me.

Thus making me socially acceptable.

Some days I want to cover my eyes, turn off my ears and just be peaceful in the moment that I am living without society telling me how to live my life. So no one tells me how fattening what I have chosen to eat or a random object gives me unsolicited dieting advice.

Some days I just want to grow on my own.